It's fair to say that I am not sure when I realized that my life was just a burning heap of trash and not just someone having bad luck or a few bad years, but its fair to say that I realized it early. Some of them were bad choices of my own and some products of the environment I had been subject to from birth. Either way, I am loving, dealing and surviving this dumpster and I am making it my own. Some can say that the messes are crippling but I have found that I survive best in the chaos. I thrive in that environment and like the challenge.
Can I turn this chaos into something that makes a hell of a story? Perform some miracle and survive the unthinkable, hold my coffee and watch this.